the dark corner
The CartographerA study of curves and lines Diligently mapping one arc at a time Fingertips, three sets of lips, other instruments for sounding depths From eyes to arches and atlas to the borderline Between careful consideration of delicate curves, concave becomes convex, a titillating juxtaposition Attentive caresses once or thrice, pulsing hearts begin to race Grand prize for several superior laps becomes the pole position Two bodies occupy selfsame space A quantum sum of more than one Hands and limbs entwined like helix strands Now at peace, each with smile upon the face Litany of LikeRazor focused in this shared moment with intention and intensity Lustrous dazzling eyes beckon like lurid pools, complicit in mischief as yet unknown Enjoined fingers, thoughts, or other things more intimate Relax and enjoy; keenest wit ensures no pause to ruminate and no need to elucidate Unbound by time, the pairing builds an improvised rhythm composed in joy Lasciviously lavish lulls lilt alluringly To wit: Like, like like? Like totally. All things in balanceQuail at the trail head and shoulders above the rest Wood bee, wouldn't be the first time Matador, bunch of bull fighting regalia out of place, time and space Prom dress unlike the rest, let's try to catch the golden hour Long shadow loosed like an arrow SLOW don't disturb the shot with the dark Bicycle train, ball and chain, waiting watching from the first to the last see and feel the joy drain Skunk, skink, not an animal stink Pick and choose everything to find and nothing more to lose No hands, what's the plan Going forward Pollen thickly fallen and I can't get up Calf skin gloves, where's the love? Are you sure your knee did? insiemetoday i felt a burning passion in my chest only you know what puts it there great forces are at work on our hearts even so far apart as we are trying to eliminate the distance, please help me every way you can each day i love you more remember it, sweetest medleyI need your arms around me I need to feel your touch I need your understanding I need your love so much Love is our resistance They'll keep us apart They wont stop breaking us down Hold me Our lips must always be sealed If we live our life in fear I'll wait a thousand years Just to see you smile again We can't hide the truth inside I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be That's the power of love starshinemy dear miss star this is a letter from me to out there where you are and i wanted you to know that i have devoted myself to your radiance. each day i remember your stunning way and each night i stand amazed as i gaze upon your dazzling light shining down, while you wink at me from so very far away. it is my mission you see to get to where you are and spend my life spinning in your gravity. love, me counting on youMy love for you is like a giant mecha robot. It is powerful, full of mysterious energy, and always exciting. How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. Two. I love you two ways. 1) Completely. 2) Forever. in defiancephysics says that two flames can't heat something beyond their own energy but our emotion proves that physics is wrong the fire of our passion burns furiously bright but our love combined is even more intense dull shades of gray are transformed into vivid colour ill sink my teeth into living, to taste every flavour and i can actually hear the love songs on the radio life is so beautiful with you, my twin soul tunnel visionyou dazzled me with your light you were beautiful and terrifying and blinded me to everything around me then you touched me without my permission it made me furious, the way you invited yourself in then rendered me so powerless; i couldn't even find myself and once you had a hold of me, i despaired that you'd never let go 'i don't belong to you!' i raged, and fought to break your icy grip my heart beats for another woman, you can't have any part of me burnyour every caress, the soft sound of your breath the way your lips brush my lips; and how your tongue dances with mine this lovers tango in time with our hearts, so much love made in this embrace without ever making love Starbucks?venti latte please where did all my money go short coffee instead Electron Kissit's been fantastic chemisty since we first collided. there's no need for negativity, this is elementary the thought of you puts me into a spin, and makes me want to jump right out of my shell. the way you excite me is a spooky kind of motion. i need to bring you close to me, and form a lasting bond together i know we can create something noble. you light up my life, how refreshing! something in your smileYour eyes lure me in like tidal pools You take my breath away Sense leaves me, with a sense of wondering Who you are, and what I'd do to be next to you I can't put my finger on it, but You turn my heart loose like a force of nature lounge lizardwatching you, watching me as you fade into the background of repetition snd complicity i blink my eyes to make sure that you're still there you nod your head to assure me that you certainly are then you turn your back and walk away Why rhyme when there's no reason?Eschew, a shoe when you glance into the garbage and wonder whether, you should comment on the weather; I suppose its nice as long midriffs still entice. triple take once twice thrice Dazzled by the sky up on high won't you clamour for the glamour while you wish that you could fly. Don't meddle, you don't need to test your mettle; test instead your resolve, will you absolve or do you have a mystery to solve? lyricallyrical Full SpectrumReconnect; If Only You Knew How Much Joy You Deserve. Gorgeous Mind, Brilliant Eyes, Iridescent Soul, and Voluminous Heart. SparkleY Take me away from the usual grind O Warm my heart and thrill my mind U Make nights and days just melt away Sparkle, Shine, Mystify struck me stupidwho would have guessed? something as beautiful as you would be a flasher. you winked at me with your luminous violet eyes, and jarred me from my reverie. jaw agape; stunned silence permeating. i have to admit, you made me a little wet while i stood watching you. i wish there was a chance to talk to you but you bolted before i could . close the dealdon't be nervous; hide your fear tell the part of what you have to say which is what they want to hear it's a shame you have no experience with that never mind i suppose technically, you aren't qualified anyway behold a wonderwhat's this; scratch and sniff? pick at it and wonder if blackberries will tease your pallette oh, it's bad blood instead, inside your mind just like a mallet gushing outward, Black with rage as a wild beast loose from its cage fucker bit me i think i will withdraw my band BildorWorlds of responsibility don't make it any easier to say goodbye to the man with a heart the size of the planet. Daily, you were the exemplar for humilty, kindness, and generosity. You loved us all, with all you had, and never asked for anything in return. You'll live forever in our hearts. My friend, my Hero. Bildor. seeking asylumi'd be lying if i smiled :) fetid apathy wills me to rip a hole in reality and tear you through hateful, wistful, mindful, wantful, don't hate the glass for being half full; deploy, destroy, crush and kill with your will burning, wasting, killing my time, your time, secluded together on the same line where did it go? where will we find it? there's never the time to find the time to find what we need just have time for want, feel, and greed will you rebuke or will you heed handful, childlike, turn the responsibility into... lost in the deluded cloud of mundane out and nowhere to go but insane false impressions guide your actions beyond the simple choices you would make on the virge of greatness unsure how to step over the edge smile for a while in denial on the ledge intake, outtake, crush it inside until you shake stop your fucking rhyming; there's a flaw within your timing gross misgivings near thanksgiving hate, deny, force, imply, railroaded onto the wrong track where are you at when you're happy everywhere but in your eyes, deepest lies familyshe's gone on her last voyage to sail the endless sea to explore that place that's yet unknown and see all she can see but don't be sad; for there's love she left behind for you and me; her family the machinethree types of zombies master, slave, and cocktail girl to money, hopes, and shattered needs what went wrong, how did we all end up here, chained to this and that dont bother to smile like you like it, its ok, we understand mile high clubspectral arctic wasteland spans into infinity below rainbow prism smiles back as you try to focus on a detail surreal' so real stop to feel' can't you see cotton ocean shore reveals a sea with a frozen city trapped in time far below cutthroat candylandsympathize, supersize drain me away from myself, each time faster than the last my drug restrains, chains steals from the back of the brain, leaves you where you were less than yourself, just like everyone else this flouride strengthens teeth, weakens will steals your passion, in this fashion, mind and body still battle for a handhold, to climb up out of this well it's curious when your personal hell is mediocrity funkclarity, alacrity, something potent dwelling in this city slow like molasses, cover your asses, put a note on your soul for year round passes infatuate, saturate, instigate, you better acclimate and never start to hate time to become chaste, post-haste, evolve along with a growing sense of distaste mistaken words repel, compel, propel, and invite you to dine a feast in hell it must have been a metaphor, though i don't know what for, sometimes keeping an open mind is more than a chore still, for a thrill, keep me on speed dial, i'll always be your mental whore spinwords dance like happenstance swing your focus round to the other side blind side, never you mind tranquility dodges, weaves, mocks, and leaves something; nothing; everything; one thing live on like you will, can't quit now you haven't paid the bill energy found, profound, passion, life and a little bit of strife don't forget to watch where you're going a myriad of multicolored teardropsone lifetime, so much pain i see your teardrops falling like the rain somehow not bitter, not hateful shaped them into something beautiful like a sculptor of the soul on all your workings, as a whole wield your brush and ply your art each drop is a pigment of its own blend together, hues of light form them into something right my heart's desire: find a way to be beside you every day keep you safe from darkest fears and make sure you cry happy tears sham glambuy into it, pay with cash, credit, or your humanity suppress my mind, buy my soiled soul be sure you get a bargain everything half off clothes, inhibtions, pride angst, resentment, see it in their eyes all they want is a piece of the paradise enough for everyone says the god with the paycheck dance you filthy monkey enjoy your time, its all you have blues songi smoked too much crack now i'm flat on my back girl got me in the sack but something's wrong... mamma said to me; she said son; she said don't you be stickin your nose in other people's business but somebody put their business in me it wasn't a woman now i'm singin' the somebody elses business blues this fucking soap operaYou can't believe this trash it came from some smut peddlers seedy little brain; you say guess again, my friend this is my life, and i smile to hide the tears simply evil brother, hellbent on my life tainted mother, darkheart penchant for causing strife family tree like twisted roots, tangled, gnarled, sickly fruits my way of coping? dream it all away, envision better days better times are looming near no time now to stop for tears ache evolved to something else hateful sadness manifest; you can't wake up from this foul sleep it swallows you whole, sick and deep saturday the 14th (i need your help)My best was always the best before Now my best doesn't cut it anymore It used to make you laugh, smile, hope, believe Now you just can't wait to leave We had a solid foundation of trust and love We could both stand on and with no fear of falling I keep hoping things will be whole again when I wake up tomorrow Instead of choking down this pain and sorrow You smooth things over for us in my head and heart, or at least you convince me so But you don't bother to convince yourself Then things crumble on your side; You only slapped a little filler on, and it hasn't even dried yet I'm stretching myself thin so many different ways I don't know which way I'll be pointing when I break I really am doing my best, sad as that seems Every role I try to complete stretches me further beyond my means Animosity stings, inferred accusations burn I need a whole day where I don't feel like you're ready to quit My fault, your fault, why should it matter As long as it gets fixed, why should we care if the blame lies with the former or latter What can we do to make it better? No, not better. What can me do to make it great like it was? I really will do anything to fix our wounded hearts I need your help to know what do to, though brilliance, atrophiedsugar sugar i lose my mind when you're not around i hate your control over me when you leave, so does my sage self no balance remains between genius and instability you make me crazy join the frenzyfornicate everything, haphazardly obey your masters inside of the TV trade icons from your wallet for images of their success, clothes, scents, ideology whatever you want to call it taught from birth to use everyone else for all they're worth it's good enough for them, so why not me? My Timea neo-skeptical cross between insanity and insolence lost in the ebb of the greater cyclic flow of the universe my time changes, a haltless and faultless flip-flop one second blurs into three more, then suddenly five becomes two or four disappear altogether, lost in the lapse wavering relentlessly nowhere between a soft smudge and a fierce fracture unable to grasp intangible imaginings my own thoughts evading me like escaped fugitives scattered like a billion ball bearings on a shag carpet sometimes i forget to feel and listen to the rhythm of reality then my time is like a thick syrup, crystallized yet viscous at the same time i chisel through with the hard steel of my will unwilling to relax my mind back into the gentle melody of complicity then i remember to pay attention, and violently find me behind my eyes again bored beyond measure, against volumes of work, need, responsibility, and expectation me, this April fool the sapling of ruinflying swift and sleek out of blackest night gliding on shadowed batwings, feel me alight i'll perch upon your shoulder, whisper in your ear i'll mock him as he watches, build upon your fear it need not be reality all you need is a seed of me will you nurture me like i know you can? or will you destroy me like the weed i am? good to the last droptantalized by your alluring aroma i tease your body as you tease my senses kiss you softly, exhalt in your quickened exhalation lick you gently, feel you melt as you begin to moan taste you hungrily, the heat of your desire tingling against my lips suckle needfully, then smile with my eyes as you collapse in ecstasy starI'm told I'm burning vivid in the sky I feel my warmth, but what am I? I glimpse others, far away I'm like those? What's that you say? So am I just a speck of light? You mean I blaze intensely bright? You speak of this brilliance that you see But can you find a way to show it to Me? high fidelitysignal weak from left channel you can hear the bias connect to different pre-amp boost output to compensate something still doesn't feel just right traceback cables, all looks fine ah, set dwell to zero problem solved, continue the music celestial performancelurking shadows gone replaced by luminous souls eyes wide with innocent awe watching this, their cosmic dance they shimmer, sparkle, pirouette embraced by their soft and caressing light scars vanish, hope blossoms, dreams ensue, thank you a death most deliciouswhere and when did we leave off? oh yes, at my own death, i scoff you feed me bits of toes, and deep fried cock my lifeforce drained, yet still i mock by will and rage alone i rise with full black hatred in my eyes you stand paralyzed with fear for you thought my end was drawing near i throw you down with phantom force and bind you there, without remorse you scream for mercy, question how just relax, it's your turn now as i probe your body with my tongue you're burned by acrid bile from my lung i bite through with blackened teeth such exquisite pain do i bequeath i break your leg and taste the marrow impale you with it, like an arrow thrust it very deep within you this phallic mass of gore and sinew all day long and all the night you'll not die, try though you might perfect agony, soulless sin forever, then begin again pizzazYou caught my ear with the exploits of your mind, Took me by the hand and looked deep into my eyes; Whupped me upside the head, and whispered tenderly, 'Bitch, shut the fuck up!'; Then we kissed, and I knew that you were for real. puzzledjagged pieces opposing together fit flush like dust in a hurricane purpose lost in fragmentation catch the light glimpse the reason before it fades refractyou brandish the most unsophisticated tool to create something numbingly breathtaking it inspires my mind blank, with simple awe forgotten admiration returns; my apologies dreamscapesdreamscapes tempest insiderage, sadness, pain, help i'm burning inside out i'll shake my head from left to right and mix it all about empty words create a void cracks my world and falls apart i'll steel myself with apathy and hide away my damaged heart bitter man won't leave my mind and return from where he came but i'll find a way to drive him off then love you just the same sentient nothingsthere are thousands of us sorrow jealousy hatred lust apathy all the empty things once we're in you you stop feeling because of us we feed off each other prosper in your decay revel in your agony become stronger as you fail you can't see us but you can feel us we are the downward spiral of lost hope our will starts to supercede yours then we invite in our fellows and feast on your demise fantasyhave you ever woken from a dream within a dream to find yourself burning with desire then turned to your side; and find the object of your passion lying beside you they melt you with a kiss evaporate you with a caress coalesce your vapour into ecstasy then start all over again are you dreaming? are you a dream? sometimes it doesn't matter. bleed awaytoo much of me inside myself unlabeled fire burns nerves, muscles, flesh and thought blurs me, blurs what i am in its wake lies a bitter cold blackness the aftermath of this forest fire of emotion maybe if i bleed some out let the overflow trickle away i'll be left with only me or just leave me icy embrace [2]everywhere else, no peace inside not from within it can be borrowed from others but only for a while immersed in you above the sand next to the wind bathed in sunlight it all makes sense right now motherlost child remember me your tears of despair are not in vain i feel your sorrow hear the whisper of my breath and the beat of my heart let them quell your fears i'm never far away yo-yoswing me high and swing me low you've got me on a string you know please bring me back to your hand soon and let me teach you how to shoot the moon darkstarsmall sun yet greater than all grows inside beyond its allowed bounds then collapses into itself swallows all light devours hope even body fades out of being leaves nothing but solitary consciousness floating in the blackness of void beyond numb, there's nothing left to feel blindsidecame out of nowhere, caught me unaware now lingers like a hammer blow to my head burns like acid in my heart ... sadness embraces me like a forlorn lover the tainted residue clouds my judgement will, will it away i will untitledmy name is sorrow i am the pain inside of you my name is temperance i choose the more difficult path my name is inspiration with me, you create infinite possibilities my name is patience i'll wait forever, for you my name is fidelity i'm by your side, always my name is passion you create me, inside of myself my name is solace in you, i find peace my name is love and i am yours center of my universelips are still, but heart is speaking whispering to me sharing dreams of forever; eyes that invite me to lose myself deep within you, refuge from everything our souls dance all this in a glance ballet of the winda sentient breeze perfectly choreographs one thousand red leaves spectralliquid fire arcs high on the horizon brilliant light plays in your cerebrum thunderous silence, captivating from the embers grows an eerily perfect tree wispy branches, infinite leaves dances in the sky and dazzles with its complexity hatewavebeach stroll setting sun pristine weather watching everyone perfect people that don't know how to be anything but beautiful that's all they understand massmediamarketed clothes, cologne, underpants, and attitudes feeding off oneanother this flawlessness is toxic to my heart icy embracedeep thought swallows me like stark perfection i savor the tingling sensation and remember not an echo, for lack of ripples clear as a mirror i see it again, again the razor simplicity consumes me mp3.wen.netbaby, your box is so fine i wanna use my fingers to test your bandwidth but in my mind, you look a bit daemonic so i think i'll just root you and leave claritythe smell of you permeates my skin bitter thoughts, like poison in my mind drag me down; down into you like a laser beam, reason slices through the dark cloud of my perception what was i thinking, and where have i been? i'm home corazón pinchado, mente rotai speak what i mean, time and again but you take it to heart; wrong you don't listen to what i say, you only listen to what you hear "if you were a real man, you wouldn't pass up a good thing when you saw it" you jeer even a little boy, like me, knows better than to be bullied into that one there's more to myself than a bitter man and empty eyes underneath, someone is sleeping for a while but you're not interested in waiting to meet him the purchasestroke you, lick you, tease you too there's nothing i won't do for you a small price to pay for what i gain it cannot be explained in this refrain simply put, my bargain buys me these wholeness tenderness humanity reality i get in touch for a while by cradling you in my arms and feeding off your smile firetears of ammonia burn my pride couldn't even tell you why i cried hellish anguish; foolish ride something inside chose no time at all and died unwelcome blissmy inhibitions are worn away by your abrasive tenderness your eyes drill holes through the walls i've constructed i resent how beautiful you make me feel you have no power over me i lie; your touch makes my mind numb and sets my body on fire i beg you to use me but still you refuse me fuck you for caring i think i love you 31337my friends tell me that you're elite i'm impressed with your member server that's the biggest hard drive i've ever seen wow, you've got a great back orifice i never knew you were a trojan man empty morningdon't be patient with me, hate me! validate my worthlessness fractured sleep is no escape tormented by a fragmented... lack of wholeness purpose, though so clear, evades wisdomi suck i almost hurt myself maybe i'll get it someday useri shove my foot inside your stinking hole i pull on your tongue, and tie you up i'm only using you though i'll cast you aside when i'm through; my shoe gas powered inspirationt h e r e d l a w n m o w e r , i t f i l l s m y h e a r t w i t h t h u n d e r a n d t r i m s m y t a l l g r a s s temptationi inhale; lurid smoke fills my lungs my mind is filled with a myriad of fanciful sensations barbeque. mandibular musicfirm, elongated responds to oral pressure my harmonica incoherenceincoherence soulscreamno words to convey the depth of my confusion at least not ones without a bitter tone no need to explain the resentment i feel, or the apathy i've come to accept from her she looks at me with gimlet eyes hangs her head, and then she cries believes that it was fate, not lies that took from her, her so called prize depressionWithout so much as a touch, and barely a whisper, it spread. failure (early morning poetry)i never meant to be the one to let you down it was supposed to be someone else and i'd be there to scold them and play righteous here i am, holding my head in my hands wondering; why did it happen this way? i feel cold inside, nothing is tender anymore reeling from the shock of my own self loathing i hurt beyond confusion, idle mind racing? barely moving at all. pangs flutter in my stomach hunger for acceptance, a simple need for praise you'll be something great; is their favorite assurance as heartfelt and meaningful as income tax maybe they do mean well maybe it's just me yeah, him in the mirror, he's the one his eyes are smiling at you he always did have a thing for bitter irony the thundercloud chaser - found at long lasthe stops for a moment, to catch his breath thick air caresses him, like velvet in his lungs ringing silence, a hint of a smile, and the chase begins anew his quarry beckons him with a glance, causes a seductive murmur pursuit ensues, he tastes victory on the very tip of his tongue as he quickens his pace, his longings show plain on his cold worn face glancing back swiftly, he sees a fading dream on the horizon a deep rumbling echoes in the distance. within his mind? he cannot tell driven mad by selfish passion, or driven to success by boundless enthusiasm to him, does it really matter? he thinks not. the hunt consults with fate an outcome will soon be played, that's known by the hunter and his prey the weapon strikes, the game is over, after an eternal moment of anticipation he is lightly amused, and smiles finally, as he makes his resting place there the thundercloud rumbles triumphantly overhead and wonders... who was the hunter this day? mental garbagemental garbage rotating freely she loves me but i don't understand emotional turmoil, dazed and confused she turns from me and i wonder why physical animosity, nonchalance personified she questions everything yet I pursue animalisticThe cougar yearns for a soulmatE Still the gecko searches for answerS Many afterthoughts have blossomed and fadeD It's been there all alonG Stop wondering, and start acceptinG Believe in the ones you lovE FaitH HopE CherisH The most powerful reason isn'T nighttimeBlue passion on lips of ice Silver streaking rays of moonlight Caress her skin Silent Beckoning A seductive murmur from your mind Tell me what I need you to say My heart pleads But my head won't agree